Today touched me

Today.

I felt so weak as I dealt with two deaths - today. Yet only one was physical. Both were once full of life and in this hour they are both gone. Physical never made it out of real youth to act

ually state in the physical she lived, but that could just be my opinion - because I'm hurt. The other Emotional, died/is dying daily at the hands of Love with the knowledge that Love is trying its best to kill her. Yet she herself in this moment contemplates implementing physical death.

The both touched me - Today.

I am weak. Today. I had to figure out whether or not to participate in the life that is slowly dying. I reached out for strength so that I could strengthen her. I courage'd my way through, not that I did anything special at all, I needed courage because the two souls that left here today showed more courage than I. They were braver than I. They are stronger than I. They both had the strength enough to face what was facing them and take it head on. One left here in the physical and the other faced her emotional reaper and cried out to me.

It happened to the three of us - Today.

By no means am I making myself a victim. I simply realized that my weakness is actually fear. They both made me victorious today when they touched me. The physical made me look at my physical and accept that I need to change, and the emotional made me find the strength to do what I have feared to do. Both she's called my bluff and made me courage my way through. I braved my way beyond their news and tied my cape around my neck. With each emotional wind throughout the day it flapped more fear astray. Physical and Emotional both passed away and I thank you both - Today.